Enemies of The Heart

This book is something that everyone wanting to improve quality of spiritual and overall personal life. It's truly and eye opener and when you're finished you will definitely want to make changes in your life and you'll think things over a million times! I'm very satisfied with this read and i'll come back with more!

I'M BACK....AND BETTER THAN EVER!

It's been a year and some months since I've written and i believe it is time to let it all out. I have the time now that I'm unemployed and i have sooooo much inside of me but i haven't the words to put it on paper yet, however something i wrote today struck some nerves in my fingers and i know it's almost that time. I tend to be a little deep at times but it's just what comes out when i sit down to write. A lot happens in a year, let me repeat that A LOT HAPPENS IN A YEAR and that only means that my writing will be even better this time around i just need to get people to read it lol. This is just my little intro before i start to "roll out the dough" <-----using 100 thousand dollar cooking phrase, think I'm lying? Just ask Sallie Mae, but i digress! Thanks for tuning in folks. Peace, Love, and all things good!

Finish Line

Blank pages the emptiness contagious

Clock ticking thoughts sticking to my mind

Wanting to give more but so far behind

How long will I suffer before I can find her

I’m told I’ve been forgiven for the life I been livin’

But in trying to receive it I can’t really conceive it

This concept I can’t grasp maybe I need to take a class

On acceptance because I simply can’t accept this

Who has all the answers I wanna cheat but the results

Could be cancerous to the brain it’s like I’m going in sane

No stability could this be the end of me struggling with the friend in me

Or will I take control and pay the toll at the tunnel pass me the ball

Will I run it or stumble causing me to fumble

Incomplete play sliding into a brighter day

Taking one for the team final inning and still clean

Please carry me help me finish I put my all into this

I can’t give up I’m almost there

I’m like the tortoise racing against time

Look back to see the hare and in front of me the finish line

Crowd cheering me on clothes now tattered and worn

It’s my chance to take it there’s no mistakin’ it

Giving up is not an option

I wanna finish strong this last stretch seems so long

Now crossing the line I knew this destiny was mine

　

You Layed Me Down

You layed me down never to rise again
Afflicted by the state that i was in
Never wanting to feel this way and then
You layed me down
So confused and you...amused
Feeling alone in a daze and used
Tender to the touch my body stiff and Bruised
No one to come and rescue me
Before you took the best of me
Now looking for the rest of me....
You layed me down
Not thinking about my future
Wanting nothing but present pleasure
This pain could never be measured
Robbing me of innocent treasure when...
You layed me down
Feeling sick, overwhelmed in my soul
Now I'm reaping what you sowed
My peace, my joy, my smile you stole
So young and wanting to be whole
Please save me now
Alive and don't know how
15 years later i still wear a frown because....
YOU...LAYED...ME...down

Can I Be Your Conversation?

CAN I BE YOUR CONVERSATION?

CAN I BE THE INTRODUCTION TO A LONG AWAITED VERBAL PRODUCTION?

CAN I BE A VOWEL OR TWO OR 3 IN THE NIGHT, OR THE FINISHING TOUCHES TO ASSIST THAT PLAY WRITE?

CAN I BE THAT ROUND TABLE DISCUSSION? THE SYNOPSIS THAT FILLS THE ROOM SO ROBUST NO NEED FOR PERCUSSION

THE FIRST WORDS THAT ESCAPE YOUR MOUTH IN THE MORNING

THE LITERATURE THAT SATURATES YOUR MIND CONSTANTLY POURING THE LIQUID A, E, I, O, AND U THAT TELL THE STORY?

CAN I BE THE FORUM WITH 10 AND 20 PAGES?

THE INSPIRATION FOR THAT LETTER OF RECOMMENDATION?

A SPEECH TO VOCALLY PARALYZE THE NATION?

CAN I BE YOUR CONVERSATION?

　

　

　

　

　

　

Going Through the Motions

Going through the motions I left behind the “E” that could potentially save me

Breathing on the off beat you go… then I go… then you go… and I go

Winded my mind blows like the engine of a car it is time to be towed

Going through the motions like a high tide over the ocean

I’m overwhelmed with chaos, insides crying face wrecked by the commotion

Drowning in love… uh I mean lost in lust love hiding from us

Blinded by the flesh

Skin soaked in sweat

Heart beating so fast this feeling won’t last

Temporary bliss

Him grabbing my hips, while biting his lips

Going through the motions confusion is the block IN which to stop us from being renewed IN a time and place where men

and women meet then screw IN an artificial feeling used to pass the hours, seconds, minutes it takes to get IT in

How long will this go on no feelings, just movements

It’s as if my body is for rent and you… making steady payments

Withdrawing sometimes more than you deposit

Got me thinking I need another account to house the lovin’ you give out

Going through the motions I want it all to end but then where do I begin

To let go and refrain from allowing this pain to come in like the rain

Leaking into my heart flooding the empty space you left

It's been a while my luv....

I love to write....It's a secret love of mine and i've neglected you for a while my love. Although i haven't written to you dear blog, i have not let my hands grow idle. With that Said, I've been on this spoken word tip lately and i've got some things to say so get ready!